Food as Culture

Today, Good Friday 2017, has seen the Great Ducana Debate among Antiguans in my Facebook newsfeed (not sure where the Barbudans come down on the whole raisins/no raisins debate but among Antiguans it was epic). Apparently ducana is not ducana without it. Wait let me check with Cooking Magic

cooking magic 2013 with host Erna Mae

Me on Cooking Magic in 2013 – no that’s not ducana; that’s another Antiguan staple, fungee.

the longest running TV show in the Eastern Caribbean and the last word on matters cooking related in Antigua and Barbuda.17795781_742268889277758_7891803104330105082_n Nope. No raisins. I’m team no raisins only because I don’t eat raisins and I didn’t grow up seeing ducana with raisins. But, really, I’m team no ducana. No. Never liked it. Eaten it maybe two times in life. But people swear by it and to diss it in any way shape or form is sacrilegious, Good Friday level sacrilegious. Hungry belly (no disrespect to the chef) made me eat the ducana my sister-in-law made for me today (so, make that three times). But the love of ducana in Antigua is so deep, my dislike for the coconut-sweet-potato-grated-floured-nutmgged-cinnamoned-and-boiled-in-a-fig-leaf concoction may get me exiled to Antigua’s uninhabited-by-humans-second-sister-island Redonda.

All this back and forth about ducana has me reflecting how embedded food is in culture. It is as much as dress, music, language etc., a reflection of who we are and what made us. I use it in my books and stories in this way. And so on this Day of Ducana in Antigua, I thought I’d share some of the times food showed up in my stories or books.

Food as Comfort.

“So, when the kettle whistled, they drank their tea and she set him on the couch for some rest and she retreated to her room to pray and think. Come morning, before even cock crow, she was up and got him up for a shower and the hard work of helping her lug the boxes out to the corner where dogs and people would have ample time to pick through them before the trash men came on Tuesday. She fed him saltfish and chop up for breakfast and they still made it to church on time. She could tell he hadn’t been in a while the way he fidgeted in her late husband’s old clothes and scratched at himself all through mass. She almost expected him to bolt when finally Father George set them free. But he stuck to her side on the way home and throughout the day as she cooked a dinner of potato salad, macaroni pie and goat meat. “

– from ‘Teacher May’, published in Poui (Number Xll, 2011) and Dancing Nude in the Moonlight: 10th Anniversary Edition and Other Writings. In this scene, after trying to understand how a former student had fallen so far in life he had attempted to rob her, Teacher May gives him tea (if I could go back and edit it, I’d make it bush tea, specifically soursop bush tea like my tanty used to serve at night to put us kids to sleep).

sour sop
“The piece of fudge her father slipped her wasn’t enough to make her forget that feeling but it was enough to distract her from it for a time. Brenda didn’t have much of a sweet tooth, wasn’t one for suckabubbies and sugar cakes, but she did love fudge, the way it was slightly sandy textured but melted on the tongue, almost too sweet, but, no, just enough.”

– from ‘Breaking with Tradition’, published in Round My Christmas, in which the main character’s sister is outgrowing her and, seeing how it hurts, her father tries to comfort her with the homemade-and-sold-by-street-vendors sweets, in this case the pale brown squares of sweetness made of sugar, milk, sometimes peanut and …more sugar?


Food for limin’.

“He had once been the adventurous Captain of their little seaside village; braving storm, hauling fish pots and telling the best at-sea fables while roasting fish over a grill made from a steel drum in the ‘Shack’s’ backyard, under a blanket of stars.

As a child, Rita had sat on the sand, breathing the smoke and sweet aroma, face turned to the stars, wishing for romance and adventure of her own.”

– from ‘At Sea’, published in Munyori and Dancing Nude in the Moonlight: 10th Anniversary Edition and Other Writings. This references the practice of fried and roast fish as street food (other cooked food street food favourites include goat water, rice/blood pudding, jerk-or-barbq chicken, conchs water, bullfoot soup, and souse) particularly on weekends.

“He was ex-U.S. Army, had eyes in the back of his head; or so the boys gossiped among themselves. He’d heard them, and knew this was one of the reasons they didn’t rob Sister Brown’s Shoppe or Moses’ haul from the Fish Fry which they huddled around every Friday.

He didn’t fool himself that it was his company that drew them; knew it was the random scraps of fish and cassava bread which they devoured like the neighbourhood’s stray cats devoured the fish guts. But then, that’s just what all those boys were, strays; not one of them sure of his place in the world.”

– from ‘Friday Night Fish Fry’, published in Sea Breeze and in Dancing Nude in the Moonlight 10th Anniversary Edition and Other Writings, which even more illustrates the way the street-food-set up becomes a meeting place, giving some a sense of community.
It also references cassava bread, which I write about more extensively here.

Food to mark the seasons.

“Sometimes, during the day, the only sound was the distant rumble of traffic rushing along the main high way to Lookout Ridge – a favourite tourist vista – and the song of the occasional bird checking to see if the mangoes were in season as yet.

She might venture out then; sit under the mango tree in the backyard. As she was now, watching a bird – maybe the usual one, maybe another – peck eagerly at the pregnant orange-coloured flesh. It ate a hole through the fullest side of the mango, only to dash off to begin anew on another. The mangoes were plentiful this summer in spite of the rain’s usual stinginess; only they were mostly half-rotted and hollowed out thanks to the birds’ industriousness. Glory couldn’t bring herself to care.

She remembered when the tree was just a sapling; remembered driving cows away during the recurring cycles of drought when their owners set them loose to menace the highways and find their own sustenance. She remembered trying to beat the birds to the best fruit, but leaving a little something behind for them to sup on. That was Hector’s influence. “Dem ha fu eat, too,” he said whenever she fussed.

He’d planted the tree, for her. She saw him as he’d been then, digging the resisting earth: Smile big, white and wide; eyes jumping, as if to an inner and constant soca rhythm.”

– from ‘After Glow’ published on Tongues of the Ocean, in So the Nailhead Bend, So the Story End, and in Dancing Nude in the Moonlight: 10th Anniversary Edition and Other Writings. Mango marks the seasons – summer and, if you’re lucky, pre-summer is mango season – and the seasons of your life.

The mango is my favourite fruit, so, of course, when I wrote my second children’s book, With Grace, I built the whole story around the mango:

“There, at Grace’s Peak, oranges and sweet sops, plums, papayas, and ripe bananas, guavas, sugar apples, and, mangoes – of course, mangoes – grow. Unlike the rest of the island, the mangoes at Grace’s Peak don’t bloom only in the summer. Their tantalizing fragrance is a year round perfume, the trees budding at Grace’s will, the juicy fruit plopping into her open palm as she desires, its orange-gold sweetness adorning her breakfast plate each morning.”

There’s even a mango faerie who “…looks like nothing more than a mango blossom.”

tree faerie
Food to reflect differences.

‘“I can help with snacks,” the woman was saying. “Finger foods for during rehearsals and performance night.”

The woman seemed almost shy. Was that Granny Linda? He’d pictured someone taller. Her voice had sort of a shake in it too. This was Zahara’s no non-sense, ‘take no bullshit’ grandmother? Wow.

“Maybe some grilled pork and pineapple skew-ers?” she added.

“That sounds good,” Mr. Perry said, nodding. “Although you know, some of the kids are vegetarian; pork might not do for everyone.”

“That’s okay, I can substitute chicken,” Granny Linda said, and at that everyone fell out laughing.’

– from Musical Youth, reflecting a Caribbean where vegetarianism hasn’t quite caught on, generationally at least, ital living and eating being primarily associated with Rasta. I enjoyed coming up with food for Granny Linda to contribute to the food station at the teens’ rehearsals and performance night.

Food in all its gendered problematicness.

“The smile that stretched her face felt more like a grimace, but he seemed satisfied with it. Celia set the food in front of him and they sat on opposite sides of the table watching him eat. Celia had that look of pride on her face – or was it fulfillment – that she had seen women like her mother get whenever someone – in particular, a man – was enjoying a meal she’d prepared.”

– from Dancing Nude in the Moonlight, a scene very much reflective of a Caribbean in which girls are still chided that if they can’t cook, they won’t be able to hold a man.

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Food for good times.

‘And Tanty showed improvement.  By early November, she was even getting out of bed some days.  It was good to see her up and about again.

One day, she and June even made sugar cakes and the house was thick with the smell.  And when he sneaked in through the back door to steal one of the cakes hardening on the kitchen counter, and Tanty sang out, “I see you, you know,” it felt like old times.’

– from The Boy from Willow Bend, in which for a window of time the smell of grated coconut and reduced brown sugar smelled like hope.

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Cooking lessons.

‘When she was done chopping the vegetables, about midnight, Audrey told her to set them to boil in one of the huge pots under the cupboard, twin to the one already on the stove with the “meatkin’.”

“No, no, no,” Audrey called out as she moved to dump the mountains of vegetables into the pot.


“The ‘troba and pawpaw can’t go in the cold water so,” Audrey said, coming over. “Dem will boil hard.”

Nikki raised her eyebrows at that.

Audrey took over the task, explaining as she went. “You ha fu mek the water boil up first. Plenty people that call themself cook always mek that mistake an’ you eat them ‘troba, e tough tough. You wait til e boil up, then put um in. You put any salt?”

“No, I didn’t know how much…”

“Is to your taste,” Audrey said. “Pass it here.” And Nikki did.

Jazz laughed. “That reminds me so much of my mother. ‘Mom, how much of this, how much of that?’ To give it some flavour, she’d say. And I’d be no clearer.”

“Is so my mammy did stay, too,” Carlene said. “‘You wan’ learn, come watch,’ she’d say. ‘Don’ ask me nutten.’”

Laughter filled the crowded kitchen. “Hey, Nikki,” Jazz said, “You should get Fanso to publish a cook book. Put down some particulars.”

“Please, cook book!” Audrey scoffed. “The knowing in the doing.”’

– from Oh Gad! and in many ways Audrey here is my mother – who I got to give me her recipe for making pepperpot, reluctantly, because like Audrey she swears by the Antiguan philosophy that “the knowing in the doing”. There is a lot of cooking in Oh Gad!; after all, one of the main secondary characters is a chef who likes to experiment, but the scene of the women cooking up in the overheated kitchen for the CARICOM Day picnic was an essentially Antiguan moment and so there was no other choice.


Ooops not the Pepperpot I meant to post (but since we’re here, check it out). Here we go (pepperpot – chopped up greens and pickled meats as the thickest and tastiest soup you’ll ever have – served up with fungee, though I didn’t grow up eating fungee with pepperpot, that I helped cook on Cooking Magic…oh the things I do to promote these books):


p.s. as I mention here, Pepperpot is my favourite Antiguan food – so, my dislike of ducana aside, nobody better come for my Antigua card.

Congrats to them all.

‘Twenty-one outstanding stories have been selected by an international judging panel out of almost 6000 entries from 49 Commonwealth countries. This was a record number of submissions, an increase of almost 50% from 2016. Now in its sixth year the Prize is for the best piece of unpublished short fiction in English. Chair of the […]

via Four Caribbeans out of 21: the Commonwealth Short Story Long List — Wadadli Pen

Small Axe Literary Competition / Prix Littéraire Small Axe / Premio Literario Small Axe

Heads Up!

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Now accepting submissions in Spanish

Small Axe Announces its 2017 Literary Competition

The Small Axe Literary Competition encourages the production and publication of Caribbean fiction and poetry in English, Spanish and French. The competition focuses on poetry and short fiction from emerging writers whose work centers on regional and diasporic Caribbean themes and concerns. This competition is part of the Small Axe Project’s ongoing commitment to Caribbean cultural production and our mission to provide a forum for innovative critical and creative explorations of Caribbean reality. With this competition, we hope to encourage and support the region’s rich literary heritage, in the tradition of precursors such as Bim (Barbados, 1942), Kyk-over-al (Guyana, 1945), Tropiques (Martinique, 1941), Focus (Jamaica, 1940), Orígenes (Cuba, 1944)La poesía sorprendida (Dominican Republic, 1944), Revista del Instituto de Cultura Puertorriqueña (Puerto Rico, 1945), Conjonction (Haiti, 1946), Revista Casa(Cuba, 1960), and Savacou (Jamaica, 1970).


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It’s Sunday: Here’s My Week in Books ‘n things

I rescued one of the three ripening paw paws (papayas) on the trees in my yard from the birds and today made paw paw pancakes (what? That’s a thing!) and it was delicious.

Most of my reading today has been the entries to the Wadadli Pen Challenge (the annual writing contest I oversee here in Antigua and Barbuda) because it’s been a weekend of trying to push forward on the processing. The awards ceremony may be May 13th at the Wadadli Stories book fair, but April’s rushing by like the wind that keeps knocking baby mangoes off my tree before they get a chance to reach maturity (yes, I’m cooping* the mango tree).

On the book front, I finished The Lizard CageLizard Cage and posted my review (which I shared here – comment here if you wish to comment because the review page will change with the next book finished and so far, it’s looking like that will be Closure: Contemporary Black British Short Stories, which I shared in my last Sunday Post – I’m still digging it, though reading time has been scarce). This week I also picked up once again Turn Thanks by Lorna Goodison from the by-the-bed-reading-pile and BIM: Arts for the 21st Century from the on-the-shelf-to-be-read-pile. I’ll let you know how those go.

On my own writing front, the inkling of a ghost story that scratched at my brain during a visit to a historical graveyard on a Saturday drive aside, not much to report (sadly) BUT progress is being made toward getting my first children’s picture book back in print; in fact, the publisher, Caribbean Reads Publishing, shared this  teaser image from Caribbean Reads facebookon their facebook page so I think it’s okay for me to share it here. Excited like I am?

Meantime, I’m still hoping any one reading this with children in their life will gift them a copy of my currently on the market picture book With Grace (a Caribbean faerie tale)with-gracewhich was published in December by Little Bell Caribbean – in fact check out my books for various ages (chidren to teens/young adults to adults) here.

That’s the week in things book-ish. It’ll be my Sunday Salon post, and my latest contribution to the Sunday Post meme started by Caffeinated Book Reviewer – hey, there are two of us!

*cooping – watching like a hawk and salivating in anticipation.


Introducing Ed Itor, bully and critical friend…

The Struggle is Real. #TheWritingLife


…or more correctly her* multiple personalities, Copy Ed, Structural Ed and Picture Ed. They work as a team although as in all teams not all of them are always fit to participate.Sometimes they’re benign, and can’t find much wrong. That’s not such good news as it sounds – it only means they’re having an off day or they’ve lost their specs. They’ll find plenty to mutter about next time they look.

*You thought Ed was a man didn’t you? Ha! Ed is short for Edwina.

Ed Tracking 3

Sometimes their advice is straightforward. With an airy swipe Structural Ed points out the end of a paragraph would be better at the beginning, (or indeed the start of the book better at the end). Or not there at all. They monitor my daily allowance of telling not showing, telling me to dramatize more or change everything to dialogue. I love interior monologue, but neither Copy Ed or Structural Ed agree with me on…

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